Random Musings

My Greatest Fear

You'd think it'd be something really dramatic. I mean, my greatest fear, my ultimate fear, the one that if I think about too much head on, it induces the closest thing to a panic attack that I've ever experienced, is death. Just the idea that I'm not certain, despite my faith, of what happens after… Continue reading My Greatest Fear

Writing

Doubts and Fears In-Between My Ears

I'm dealing with impostor syndrome really heavy this week, friends (I think). I don't like it. I'm not really sure where it's coming from. Last week, I had such a stellar writing week and I've finally reached the point I wanted to write about the most in this story. This is the climax, this is… Continue reading Doubts and Fears In-Between My Ears

Random Musings

Dreaming Amongst Reality

I've always called myself a dreamer. That's what I've always felt, and believed myself, to be. Yet I've hit a couple of occurrences lately where I've found that to be less true and that I am, in fact, can be more of a realist. Example time. So, you know when you have those bad days… Continue reading Dreaming Amongst Reality

Writing

A Small, Mental Quandary

Writing this latest book has been....really different, especially from the last one I just finished a few weeks ago. Before, I was hitting every word count goal I made each day and usually surpassing it, averaging between 2,000 and 3,000 words each day. Sure, I had the harrowing experience of knowing exactly what was wrong… Continue reading A Small, Mental Quandary

Random Musings

So Guess What, Brain?

This mini...dare I call it a rant? I think it's more like word vomit. Yeah, let's go with word vomit. Anyway, this word vomit is brought to you most likely by a combination of period hormones, the general nature of an overthinking soul and the need to release emotions through writing it out. Ta-da. So,… Continue reading So Guess What, Brain?

Writing

Huh, Would You Look At That?

As everyone does with their dreams, sometimes (read: all the time), I question whether I have the chops to actually achieve it. If I have the talent, the drive, the passion, the work ethic, the stubbornness, to pursue writing and my dream of being a published author (hint: I do, but it's easy for my… Continue reading Huh, Would You Look At That?

Random Musings

Wow, That Sucked

I was plagued by influenza for the past eight days. And wow, did that suck. I'm still not fully recovered. My body is achy, this cough continues to linger and even going back to work today is taking it's toll, but I'm nowhere near as bad as I was the past week and a half,… Continue reading Wow, That Sucked