Random Musings

If It Means a Lot to You

I'm not really sure where this post is going to go. I just know that my heart hurts right now and I need to get something out before I go crazy. I recently lost someone. Someone who means a damn lot to me. Worse, I chose to give them up, just as equally as they chose to let me… Continue reading If It Means a Lot to You

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The Surprising Insights Amidst Heartbreak

It's been awhile since my heart broke. I'll let you in on a secret: I didn't miss the feeling. I didn't miss the pain in the back of my eyes from the pressure of crying too much and too frequently, resulting in swelling and redness that I usually just tell my coworkers are allergies and… Continue reading The Surprising Insights Amidst Heartbreak

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Non-Existent Eggshells

(Tangent before the post even begins: I totally want to use that as a title, for something. So I call dibs.) I've been realizing lately that I do those closest to me the absolute greatest disservice by treating them like eggshells to be tiptoed around. This is especially ridiculous because they don't deserve any such treatment… Continue reading Non-Existent Eggshells

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Teeter-Tottering

Shit got emotionally real with yesterday's post, The Soft Craving, where I talked about my belief that I'm going to be eternally single, how my desires are the exact opposite of that and I questioned why this juxtaposition is even happening in the first place. Today, I want to talk about why I'm going to be… Continue reading Teeter-Tottering

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Single Status: A Choice and a Dream

Valentine's Day is always a hit or miss for me emotionally. Most years, unfortunately, I find myself pretty miserable, wishing I had someone to spend it with and someone to spoil with letters filled with gushy confessions they already know and a ridiculous amount of chocolate. Spending 23 years solo will have that affect on… Continue reading Single Status: A Choice and a Dream

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The Vision of a Hopeless Romantic

In trying to write more for this blog, I have planned out different posts and whatnot that I want to write about. For example, I still need to write my Valentine's Day post (oops) and my workout update post (reached the halfway point, yes!), but instead of writing either of the posts that I have planned… Continue reading The Vision of a Hopeless Romantic